I'm hearing you BB.

I hate to be alone too......this is what I am reading, and it’s so nice to be wanted. The reason I say this is that I've lived...and still dealing with it.

I spit up with my ex for a 3 month period, I had a new beau but my exs begged me to come back, new beau begged me to stay......... I went back to my ex...(I don't know why we do that....still trying to figure it out) any he was just nasty...yes telling everyone how I was a cheater.........when I know that it was clearly over.......every argument he would bring it back up.....my self esteem was shatter.........everything I did was wrong, the emotional abuse is terrible......... its took me three years to get out of the relationship again......

Bottom line honey they have to treat you right, you have to be able to love yourself..........Its hard. This goes for your ex-husband as well...don't use him as a crutch to escape you current boyfriend...like they say out the fry pan and into the fire.

Do it for you..............

They say the hardest thing is to face your fears........ I'm facing what I thought was mine....loneliness........but I'm loving the time to get to know me again, to get to know what I want and need. To do the things that are important to me or make me happy.

I don't mean to sound selfish....but I found that I was always trying to please everyone else.

Hope I haven't rambled to much and this has helped a little.

TakeCare
SpringStar