I am starting to notice my commitment issues more clearly now. Not just with jobs but relationships as well. I am not 100% sure why I hate routine. I crave new, anything. Adventure.

I get that I'm still young and it's okay to want to go see the world. I'm just worried that later in life it's going to affect me. What if I have kids, and I move them around the country? That's no life for a kid. I don't want to do that, and I definitely don't want to resent anyone for keeping me in one place for too long.

I have been at my new job since December. It was fine for a couple weeks. But now I'm so bored and tired. I'm exhausted every day. I hate looking out my window and knowing I can't get into my car and drive off somewhere.