Sometimes I think it would be better if my partner were bipolar also. He says he understands but I don't think he really does. And I don't understand how he is so functional and I'm not in a very functional space right now.
I plan to move in with him in the next month or so for money purposes :/ . I've told him I'm scared he won't love me when he sees how I really am in depression, that I can't even move sometimes. He says he will love me still but I don't believe him. Probably just the depression lying to me.
So I have this almost fantasy of being with someone also bipolar, like they would be the one to truly understand me & what it's like. To me, it sounds like a good idea, I give it a thumbs up.