Oh i get you now. Yeah, like when the tsunami happened - i was kind of weird - emotionless - about it. Probably didnt help that i was living with my mother at the time. There was no space for me to have feelings there. But now, i feel that its a signal that i am towards the end of my therapy because now when something like this happens - even the snow on boston - i do feel something.

Emotional neglect is tricky because how do you measure something that didnt happen? Except by how upset a lot of people here were by that book about it that i suggested and anyone who got it now hates me and buried it in their backyard. Just kinda kidding.