I'm not sure exactly where I belong; I've struggled with anorexia most of my life with occasional purging, but in the last several months that purging has increased dramatically, along with restriction and over exercise. I'm at a low weight right now, but not an "anorexic" weight, so I don't really know which forum is appropriate. I'm looking at going IP yet again at either Johns Hopkins, Sanford (in North Dakota) or Princeton (I have a lot of medical complications from my eating disorder, so I have to be in a program located in a medical hospital) and really, really dreading it. No motivation at all. It's not that I don't want to get better, I do, I just want to be better already and not have to do all the hard work. If anybody has heard of any experiences with any of those places, I'd love to hear about it.

About me. I'm 30. I'm a physician on medical leave from residency due to a life-threatening neurological illness last year. I'm hoping to go back in July. I'm in the western part of the country, not quite the coast. I don't know what else I'm supposed to say. I'd love to connect with others struggling with similar issues. I feel pretty alone right now...