Thank you, i'm trying to get rid of this feeling everyday but my surroundings won't let me to recover myself. Feels like i'm trapped with people who keep doing or saying something that triggers all these negative emotions.
Common question: So why didn't i just leave? At the moment i can't.. if i could, i'd be in somewhere else since 4 years ago.
I don't even know there's even a future.. or a chance..