So this has been a long hard couple of weeks it started out being good with the purchase of the new car and all. The day we bought our new car our daughter told us she was molested by her brothers best friend when she was 13 and he was 18 now I had to make a promise to my wife that I would not do anything stupid in order to tell me this cause she knows I have a violent past. Well being a man of my word I could not go take care of this edit like I wanted to so we had to get health and welfare involved along with the police. Ok so that was the start of my month time. this weekend I was just told that my ex sister Inlaw took a gun and shot herself in the head in front of her husband and teen son. She was a really good girl with some problems. This last Sunday I spent several hours in the ER cause I had an erection that would not go away and no I don't take ED medication they stuck me over a dozen needles to drain all the blood out of my penis oh what fun that was. My wife gets home from work this morning and tells me that a girl she works with husband killed himself this weekend and we were good friends with them and him and I hung out every so often to drink or do stupid stuff I never knew he had problems like this. I am bipolar and all this stuff is pushing me over the edge I just don't know what to do anymore I might go to a inpatient hospital to get my medications taken care of and stay a week or two to see if that helps. Thanks for letting me vent.



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