thanks for the advice everyone.
I decided not to go to the doctor. Not unless one gets infected. I had an appointment with my psychiatrist the day after I did it, but i was too scared to tell/show him since he is on the verge of putting me back in the hospital anyways. I went to see my therapist the next day and I actually showed her, and she was taken aback by how many there were. She said that I probably don't need to go th the doctor, they are second degree at worst. She suggested that I go back to the hospital too, to keep me from hurting my self more for the time being. But as much as I know I need I have so many things that I can't avoid/leave. I have school and work, and I cant bring it upon myself to put my safety first. Plus, I fear my parents will try and make me move home, since I have recently moved out of my previous living situation where I was living with two roomates, to now living completely by myself. I thought it would be good to have my own place, but things have deteriated since then, since I have free reign to overdose, hurt myself, and do more drastic things with anyone to stop me or even know for several days. It is stupid/dangerous for me to live by myself, but I am stuck in this lease for a year.
So I dont know what to do. I dont want to go back to the hospital. But I dont want to keep on like this.

I'm still in the boat, but its flooding fast. I hope you are well. And thank you all so much for caring, sometimes thats enough.

Kelly