I went to one already, and I'm going back but this time it's without the people that I went to the first one.... and I'm nervous!!!! I used my addiction as a way to si, then it became an addiction. With PC I feel safe in saying, for the first time, I'm an addict. There I said it, it's out, and I'm vulnerable! Sharing something that is difficult is not easy, It's taken a lot to get me to say that, now I hope that the first meeting will go well. I'm scared that I may see someone that I know, but ready to say, I'm an addict, without disclosing anything more. So anxious to be done with this addiction but I have taken steps to get there.

What I want to know is that I'm not alone, that others were/still are scared to go to a meeting for the first time?