I wasn't here for a long time.
Now I don't know what to do because I'm pregnant from my T for almost 3 months. I was taking contraceptive pills so I was shocked how can I be pregnant (maybe it's because I took psych meds too). I didn't tell this to my T because I'm afraid he would be mad but I started to see female T to talk about my anxiety because of pregnancy but I didn't tell her about my T.

I'm not with him. It's really weird relationships. I was obsessed with him. One day it happened, I couldn't believe it's reality, he hugged me at the end of a session and it was a long hug, he held me so tight and we started to move our hands, then we started to kiss and then... yeah then we end it on a couch. I was so excited and next times it happened again and again. I was completely happy but then I started to want more, I wanted him to date me etc but we never met outside his office. He didnt take money for sessions. I started to feel sad because all we had was sex and therapy sometimes but I wanted to be with him in real life too.
I know he wouldn't be with me and now I'm pregnant and just don't know what to do.
I don't want to report him, I love him and I don't regret anything but I feel so sad that he is married and wouldn't be with me.