I am having a hard time getting over my ex boyfriend. I have made myself believe that he is the love of my life. I also have made myself believe that he is my soul mate. He is not very good at discussing our issues without running away from the situation, dismissing the issues and forgiving. I have apologized more than once, begged, and pleaded and nothing is working. I feel like I have been loving myself for 4 years and that he doesn't appreciate the woman I have become now. I just want my knight in shining armour back.