people in my life have been crazy needy and it has stressed me out to the max along with all my personal stuff . just want to share some of the crazy crap im dealing with .sorry it is long .

my original plan for the week
today- go shopping with good fun friend. and T
wednsday -craft with my group at local craft store I do this every wednsday (friends know this)
Thursday- spending the day at car dealership getting it fixed for the second time .
Friday- gym then catored special lunch a friend is putting on for a bunch of us.
sat- teaching a class that is terrifying me for 6 hours

son calls saying im probably coming home Friday. (oh crap)

friend 1 who had surgery and has been very needy textx me as I am out with other friend asking me to do lunch . I didn't answer . sends another text about her doc apt saying ......I can drive, workout lower body so im starting tomorrow at 10. I will be doing mon,wed fri at 10.you should join me
I text friend back ill be there Friday (my usural day) depending on the time and day my son will be flying in

she texted back-NO you be there let the kids friends get him (really)

I text back-we is only going to be around until wednsday I need to get me some face time with my son. I am also suppose to have dinner plans that im not sure I will be able to make because of his flight plans

she texts back-His problem not yours sorry im not liking my kid and missing the other. (really)

I text back hugs whats going on ?

her- just being moody ..over it just come work out with me tomorrow plz
me although I want to craft as usural not go work out I switch plans so I can go work out with her but now she wont talk to me or answer my texts. great

me -text person who is catering this dinner for a bunch of us on friday. I say
hey chica what time is your dinner Friday worried I wont be able to make it if my son is coming home depends on the time of his flight.my life is so crazy these days I cant seem to do anything I want wine.

this friend text back- honey I know your son is important to you but I absolutely need you to be there. it is for 12.30 (the time other friend absolutely needs me to workout with her until 11 30) and I totally get the crazy part but please please (really )

text back trying to work it out .

her its just that I love to be with you- that was the reason for my little panic attack

so new weeks plans
wed do what friend 1 wants even though she is angry at me for having a son who I care about and thought about putting before her. maybe go craft if any time left.
Thursday still need to deal with car -maybe breathe after that
Friday split myself into three people and to heck with anything I might want . and no time to breathe before sat when I am teaching this class that is terrifying me .

and why am I stressing and not one of the Fing people care what I feel or thing or am stressing and might need there support .but they love me sooooo much