I have started 5 threads, 2 pm's, and this is the only one to make it big time. I've got so many things I wished I could tell.

This has taken so much from me. Stolen all of my jobs, relationships, dreams, and aspirations.My therapist even said a couple of months ago that if things got too bad, to please call him and give him one last chance. I'm not quite there yet, but if something doesn't happen positive soon, I will be.