Im not seeing anybody currently, but I hope to be seeing someone by the end of this year. For the OCD thing, I do have obsessive thoughts that I stop with compulsions, but I read somewhere that if the compulsion is viewed as rational by the person it's not OCD. For example: I have constant joint pain. When walking I alternate what leg im using to step over cracks so that the pain is evenly distributed between the two. Now that sounds completely rational in my head, I don't know though.