T, You told me when I'm lonely to listen to the recording of you talking about being lonely and how it's a state of mind. I did just that tonight because I was feeling lonely and depressed but I don't know why exactly. I've been up and down all day.

The problem with that is that I miss you more now than before. Listening reminded me of how you seemed to really be trying so hard to help me. I can't even begin to put words to how that made me feel. I've not had many times in my life where someone tried so hard to reach me, you know? I like that you admitted to being "foolish" for thinking that after my divorce I would be better and wouldn't need you anymore. I love that you said that I teach you.

Anyway, I'm just feeling so much love for you right now. I'm just so thankful that you've been part of my life. Thank you for recognizing your mistakes and for being willing to change direction if necessary. I hope you are sleeping well. Love, me