Okay, so you have made your point , over and over , you feel society is against your dating a woman of a certain age, Then dont date them, Date someone older... if you do not find anyone that you want to date or you can't feel any attraction to , well then , Find a new hobby that can keep your mind busy so your not over thinking what you feel society is forcing on you.

I hate to see you stuck in this loop of re-enforcing what you think society thinks about the whole age deal ... FYI I was 19 years old and dated a 32 year old , nothing wrong with it. No one cared , no one did , people have there own life to manage and don't have time to care who is dating who and there ages. As long as the woman is over 18 she can decide who she wants to date. She doesn't care about an age.... Shes looking for a man that will respect her and treats her well.

I'm not being mean , honest I am not. But if you insist on walking yourself into a corner and being stuck , well then your choosing to be stuck and I am assuming your very unhappy about it. Your choice tho.

I hope you find some happiness.