It sounds like you should be on something. How dangerous are your health problems? You're not really clear as to what the doc wants to do. I think you should keep pdoc shopping.

I get you when it comes to not going anywhere or having people over. Meds kind of helps but I think age has got me stuck in my ways. I also think the local police have 'clued in' my new apartment manager--was psychotic and had run-ins with cops a few years ago. I'm good now but it's not like the cops keep track.