Realized that I haven't truly smiled in a while, besides the obligatory greeting smile at work.

Feeling drained of energy, spent the entire day yesterday in bed. Mother felt something was wrong and came to talk to me but I shrugged it off. Woke up late for work this morning and she asked what was wrong again and offered to take me to the doctor but I said I was fine, just tired. I don't know why I keep doing this...