I won't report him at the time I'm pregnant and I think that I couldn't forgive myself if I reported him, I would ruin his life, I don;t want to ruin anyone's life. It was my fault too. I got what I wanted.
It's really hard for now because I can't take meds anymore and anxiety is killing me. Sometimes I think I want to go to the hospital to feel safe.
I know I have to tell my T I'm pregnant but I'm so scared.
I don't think he abused me, I think he was weak. It's better not to think what he would do with other women, I don't want to destroy myself thinking about it, I know nothing about it but sometimes I want to stalk him.