I haven't been aggressive nor conflictive in most of my life, but this months after trying Paroxetin I started feeling this increasing aggressive, revenge-thirsty feeling without any clear reason and no matter who's in front of me. I'm not usually impulsive and most of times I just pretend something else or use humor to cover it, and I haven't truly hit someone but in some cases I've been able to emotionally hurt others. Be it via criticizing moral stances, personal issues, etc. I can feel sort of guilty for that, but another part of me actually feels good for not being good. I think I'm wondering for how expressing something I had repressed and afraid to release until now and getting familiar with the idea that among human needs there's this one to cause harm in smaller dosage under the pretended need of having priorities and seeing it as an unavoidable "sin". Just "loving" and being too peaceful, feels like I'm not really keeping a balance nor learning to accept what being a human is about but more like another functional oxygen-spending machine who does some calculus then f*** his couple, feeds his sons/daughters and stays put with the routine.

More than wishing such emotions disappear out of nothing and pretend life's about living with a forced smile with negative emotions wiped out of even fantasies, I think more about how properly accepting those without letting those leading to something beyond any meaningful outcome.

How would you deal with those?