Good news, parents got a car yesterday, a used Dodge Neon. Bad news, I'm not well.

I used to look forward to the spring. Believe me, I still want it to hurry up and get here - I am not a big fan of winter, especially in Jan/Feb. But the trying to convince myself that things will get better in spring... I'm not so sure about that now. If anything, the whole spring season will just remind me of better times and make me depressed. Why is it all the good memories are in the past? Why can't I make good memories right now? Because life is dirt now. Things have changed. It doesn't work that way anymore. There are no fun things to do now, like there were in the past. I'm not a kid anymore and life is not fun.

Today's mood, painfully nostalgic.