This is really over.
He came back and called me. He said he was happy to hear my voice. That he did not want to hung up the phone but right after that day, he was inconsiderate with me.
I told him I was sad and hurt and he just said "Ok". He just can't take his responsabilities. I should stop him from leaving when HE broke up. I should call him if I want to talk so bad.
I'm just an option. He always says that he putted his ex-girlfriends in priority and he realized that it was a bad idea because they were bad with him. But now that his girlfriend take care of him, do her possible to please him... He puts me behind everything. Everything has to turn around him...
I'm so frustrated and sad. I want to leave everything... My job, my city and my country. I just want to stay in bed and do nothing.
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