Therapy may help with creating boundaries that will allow you to have a relationship with your daughter on your terms. She may believe that you are bad now, but there may be a time where she legitimately wants you back in her life.

I work with teens and unfortunately they don't always understand or want to accept love and don't understand why rules are put in place. I was also kind of like this when I was in high school and I know I hurt my mom's feelings. It took a few years and some distance for me to realize how much my mom actually loved me and for me to seek out a relationship with her.

((Hugs)) I couldn't imagine the pain you're in. <3