You really should see a doc. It seems like you might be right about some of the disorders, but it'll take a psychiatrist to make the determination (Sucks I know) but atleast if you make that step it's one step closer to getting the right meds or combo of meds/therapy to help you start FEELING better. No one likes to feel like this. I, myself, finally got the courage to call my family doc and am going to see her first. Then go from there. I've known something was wrong for a long time but when it got to the point it's affecting my children, enough is enough.

Please atleast think about seeing a doc.

Hope all works out for you.