I also want to get what you want. There are times when I think that I have a nuclear bomb inside me. I try to keep it inactive bc I afraid of the strenght and the harm that can cause. The few times it has explode I didn't like it at all. I didn't like myself at all.
Said that, you mentioned the meds. You could ask your psychiatrist about if it could be a side effect, if you haven't done it yet.
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Social Anxiety and Depression. Cluster C traits.
Trying to improve my English. My apologies for errors and mistakes in advance.
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