nevermind. the exam is not even posted right now. yay. yay for now anyway... at least its teachers fault if she doesnt post it on time...

anyway.
i remember when i was in severe psychosis in my first major episode when between 20-22. i could still function but my episodes were everyday and severe. some days were ok. but most days were just all day severe.

but like i know im better when most days are ok. and when i can go a few days or most of the week with little to no voices. and thats def not right now.

the problem with tha above is. i can know im going into severe psychosis. but once im in it i lose insight. especialyl when it gets severe.

its weird because its like i can function in severe psychosis. but then i cant. its hard to explain. maybe i just think i can function and i cant. i actually dont know.