My impulsiviness doesn't let me wait to my psych app. Lol!

I was checking again borderline and avoidants traits.
This is what I see. I have 5 avoidant trait and 5 borderline traits in a slight level.
This is my theory, although it maybe an stupidiness.

My avoidant traits controll (or confuse me-not sure of that)my border's traits and now that I have bettered in my avoidant traits and I'm moré open to life, in general, my evil's part (kidding, no ofense here), my border's traits arise.