Thanks ya'll. Something has hit me,. I've been in this funk which ain't been working. I've hit a high that I don't want to loose and I want to grasp it and get some pleasure that I've missed for the last several years. I'm trying not to overdo it and wind up broke. I just have this insatiable desire to surround myself with beautiful women. What state am I in? Due to weather I haven't had a therapy visit in 1 month. I'm trying not to lose it. I have given my elderly father a hard time a couple of times. My life is so freakin' empty it's unreal.

I recently ran across a gal from way back (friend, single now), but her daughter's bf I think is tied to criminal activity so I'm scared crapless to continue going to see her so that I don't get implicated into something I'm not part of.

t's my only escape from the nursing home atmosphere environment I live in. Any suggestions?