Thank you for the link
I stopped to take all of my meds because I'm scared that my child could be damaged, I love my baby because he is mine... I want him to be healthy, my new T told me that there are meds who I could take while pregnancy but I think it would be better for my baby if I wouldn't take any meds. It's really hard for me, sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind esspecially at nights when I can't fall asleep and see nightmares all the time.

If you were taking meds while pregnancy it would be helpful if you share your experience, you can pm me.

I told my gynecologist that I would feel better if I were at hospital but she said that everything is fine and I don't have to do this, she told me to see psychologist and that's all. I also don't go to the job anymore, I don't know why pregnancy scares me that much but I hope that my new T will help me somehow to deal with my fears and anxiety.