Dear T: So I have 5 dreams written down from the past 2 weeks since we talked last. The last one was the night of 2/18, nothing since. I have not emailed them to you. I don't know that I want your help with them, oddly enough. When have I ever not wanted to share dreams with you?! What a weird feeling. I don't know what I want to talk about tomorrow. Well, besides sharing with you what I found in my center. I suppose I will just start with that and then let things flow from there, I am sure that they will. I wish you could read my mind. I wish that YOU would bring up the topic of termination. I am going to try my hardest to send you a message through my dreams tonight. Yeah I know, insane idea, right? But wouldn't it be f'ing awesome if I actually COULD! Oh and. You were right 2 weeks ago when you said that I am addicted to this work. I am, damn it all. Yet another reason why it's time to stop. I've been busy living and loving my life this past week, not doing therapy work at all, and it's felt so good, so freeing, so.... wonderful actually, and the only reason I'm thinking about it now is because I know I have a session tomorrow after work. Oh t can't you just read my mind just this ONCE please?!?!?!?!!!