Title says it. That's what I want to do.

I finally realized I idolize my ex. This is why it's hard for me to let go of her and everything that happened. Deep down, I know she's not the person I want to believe she is. She was actually very mean, rude, inconsiderate, and selfish. I can say all that and still have a hard time believing it. I need to get her off the pedestal.

Does anyone have advice on how I can remember and acknowledge who she really is? So that thinking of her occurs less often and isn't so painful.

Also, newish topic: I always feel abandoned when most people leave my life, don't talk to me much, or do not invite me places and talk about plans right in front of me like I am invisible. It's not a good feeling. How can I shake it?

Thanks for reading and thanks in advance for any advice.

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