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Old Feb 26, 2015, 12:55 AM
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Originally Posted by HALLIEBETH87 View Post
He said there were "signs" and I asked what they were. This was all via text. He said he was on his way somewhere so I took it he couldn't talk anymore. So I said I didn't see anything wrong with me and havea good day. He said that my message right there was meant to be sarcastic and hurtful. I informed him that I meant nothing more except HAVE A GOOD DAY and its unfair to assume that I was trying to hurtful because it was a dang text. Then he didn't say too much more. I was MAD but I managed not to explode on him.

Im just happy to not be depressed and suicidal anymore. I am still anxious and irritable some but hey! Im happy to be happy! I feel free! I feel excited! I feel like I can cope again. My Dr said I was "Chatty" in a way I am when I get elevated. *eye roll* And she said what goes up must come down and is convinced I sound/seem elevated for my usual self.

I feel good! du nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh I knew that I would...
So...he said there were "signs" and then said he was on his way somewhere. That sounds kind of impulsive to me. Why would you bring that up if you were on your way somewhere? I think he was probably kicking himself for saying it, and then projecting that onto you.

I think it's great that you're not depressed and suicidal anymore! That's a horrible place to be in! And I think it's great that you feel like you can cope again. They should be nurturing that. How long were you depressed and suicidal?

Just remember they're not doing or saying these things to bring you down. They might be confused or concerned about the shift from bad to good (I'm not sure if it was gradual, but I know mine are often kinda more sudden than seems logical, even to me at times, if that makes sense).

What will the Zyprexa do if you take it?
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"Every person, on the foundation of his or her own sufferings and joys, builds for all." ~Albert Camus

Cymbalta, 60mg -- for the depression.
Latuda, 40mg -- for the paranoia (delusional type).
Adderall, 40mg XR & 5 mg reg -- for the ADD.
Xanax, .5 mg as needed -- for the anxiety.
Topamax, 50mg -- still figuring this one out.

MDD, but possibly have some form of Bipolar Disorder. Then again, I could be paranoid . . .

Well, at least I still have my sense of humor.
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