Must be it's just I'm leaving at around eight I might start packing now I took a nap and I can do some now thanks for the advice I just am going through so much you know already I don't need her calling me crazy to my husband and the whole household you know it hurts must be about her. I don't want to be trouble for anyone anymore you know. Sometimes I wish I lived all alone in a cottage or on the beach somewhere where my mood swings and stuff won't effect my anyone and just paint and draw all day and do art then nobody gets hurt. I am sad to leave the house but we've been trying to move out for months now and I know if I don't start we won't ever move and it just keeps getting worse for me here. My husband is letting me go to my parents house for a while and he said in two weeks he will be down there and bring our son. I am so so sad to leave my son that long but my mood swings and stuff are effecting everything and some days I can't do anything I think I need to see my mom and get help there Its better to have your own family I guess idk I didn't like overhearing being called crazy makes me not want to stay here even more and my son almost ate some pill my in laws left on the floor. My pills even went missing multiple times the ones I need for bipolar and I cried and cried and cried.