I admire your honesty. Truely do! I have been married for almost 28 years and have to say that all the years from 2 years old of rapist, molesters etc. have shown more attention then...... Oh my talk about hurt sad!!!!!!! It is so hard. I'm sorry supposed to be ok with this but so hard. You are not alone. You will be ok we will be ok. Our hope is not within this world but beyond any imagination.
You can delete this but it is truth.
morissa