You are not alone in this and many people know where are coming from. I am bi polar and my manic state is wanting to become promiscuous with strangers and it has gotten me into trouble countless times. The way you were feeling with the positive attention and having someone tell you positive things hit home for me. I don't have social anxiety, but I am more than willing to be someone you can talk to. Therapy is expensive and doesn't always change how you feel. Having support and positiveness in your life can change how you feel. Let me know if you would like my support.