I was getting scared in my last session, over T being sympathetic with me about my childhood abuse. She had a sad, caring look on her face. I was feeling grateful and close for her, too, for the first time in my life. But instead, i suddenly started in on how she was such a good actor to sound so sincere for her many clients' healing.
She didn't deserve that. I know that therapists need boundaries and that therapy, in some ways, is a simulation. But she shows emotion to help me understand emotions. But I totally squashed her. I wouldn't blame her if she hates me from now on for showing her up like that instead of appreciating her concern. Am I reacting too much? I feel like a narcissistic *****.