LL -- You are dealing with a lot right now. I understand that seeking out a therapist can seem like it's not going to help, but the only thing that really doesn't help us is to not do anything. It feeds into our poor self-image and lack of self-respect.

I also know that you must be tired of hearing people say that you have your whole life ahead of you -- because it seems as if more decades of a life that sucks is too much to bear.

Please know that we care about you, Adrienne, and take steps to get counseling. Please.

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