Hi my sweet Rio,

We must be in sync with each other, because I seem to be getting triggered a lot right now too. Well....not exactly triggered. Usually what happens with me is something will trigger a memory of one of my events, and that's it. I'm fried for the next few days or couple of months. I just can't forget and I keep seeing it all in my mind and I dream, etc,etc,etc,. You know how it goes.

Just recently, for a reason I don't even understand, EVERYTHING got triggered. Every event came flooding back....and there are A LOT of some pretty horrific sights and sounds in my memories from over a number of years. And I've never had this happen before. I spent the day in bed, and when my sweetie called that night, we just talked and he did his best to comfort me. I just needed to shut the brain down, though. Remembering one event is enough, but not everything at once (especially ones I'd even forgotten about!).

I don't have an answer as to why you are being triggered by everything lately. I really don't know. I just wanted you to know that I stand by you, and you know I'm always just a PM away. I hope your mind resolves this soon. Not much fun, huh?

Say "hi" to your dad.

God bless,
Sandy