I am so fuming right now that I feel like mount vesuvious before she exploded. I can feel the lava swirling at aloud the pit of my belly, boiling and mesmuring. I have never felt so full of rage. I can't talk to my t because she teaches at the same t college and this biatch of a tutor is her idol.
I liked her at first but she is full of ego and hostility. She is old and burnt out. She has lost her empathy and compassion and become everything I despise in a human being.
To cut a long story short she keeps forgetting to mark my assignments and when I email her about them she writes back in a seething way..like how dare I ask for what I am paying a lot of money for and am entitled too. She has forgotten about me since September on numerous occasions and I am fit to blow. I am confused and scared of my anger because I am not sure what to do with it. T would tell me to stay with this anger and let the energy rise however it needed to but this is too much.
I have been forgotten about and mistreated all of my life and she knows that, yet she still does this. It's not teaching me anything positive about being a kind and compassionate t.