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Old Feb 26, 2015, 09:46 PM
The_little_didgee The_little_didgee is offline
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I don't like where I'm at in my life. In fact, I hate it. I'm 32yrs old and I had to move in with my mother. I don't see a way out either. I can't see a clear exit out of this mess I'm in. I work very hard at a dead end job and I still can't pay my bills. I don't see a possible future where I'm happy yet. Furthering my education isn't going to happen. I'm not sure what to do with my liberal arts degree. At the moment, at this time in my life, I'm a loser.

I can relate even though my situation is a bit different. I'm 37, unemployed, on disability, and living in a depressing basement apartment that has mold. My future feels so bleak. I was in university but after my last episode of major depression I haven't been able to get my motivation back. Everything tires me out. I must still be depressed. I'm not sure how to change my situation without losing my mind. It scares the hell out of me.


It has been 37 years of waste and suffering.
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