It's been 9 month since we broke up. And I miss her like crazy. I had baggage but she managed. But I guess time went on, my jealous ways began to show. Inside my head she was cheating, deceitful, a liar. But my guilty conscience wasn't clean I'd cheated on her many of times. The domestic violence began when I had a drink, it got from bad to worse in the space of week. She stayed. I tried to quit drinking. But she went out. I was hiding alcohol in the house, she would come home I was drunk. The violence started again. I eventually left her. Because the free life is for me. And I'd had enough of her. I'm now dating someone else but she reminds me of my ex what should I do?