I met a guy we instantly liked eachother started spending all our time together ,talking all the time he said the i love yous all the time talked about the future. I was usuinv his phone to look something up and a notification for a dating site poppex up i clicked hed been tal no ng to other girls on there. I didn't tell him i saw the site and asked him if hes been cheating or seeing other girls or talkinv to thek. He said no baby i love you you mean the world to me id never do anyfhing to mess that up and a fon other messages like that.my friend made a profile and startex messaging him at the same time he was telling me all that and he was replying to her. He knows my past knows my medical problems and what alls haappened. I dont understand why or how he could do that. Ive never felt such a deep depressing sad overwhelming feelinv of loss stupidity anger hurt confusion and another feeling i cant describe its just empty blank. I feel so stupid i never should of let someone in like thaat its a mistake ill never make again. I dont know what to do i just feel so confused hurt and violated like my trust was stolen.