As with many people with PTSD when we 'freak out' we often feel we need to run and hide and never be seen again by those people. And those people being whatever group we've just run from.

I've sent you a PM. I didn't quite know what to write here in public on board so that is reason for the PM.

Please take care and know that with therapy and support there is healing from PTSD and other past traumas.
((Miss_Understood))