I've been emotionally and mentally shattered following a number of intense triggers this past week. I'm fragile, delicate, overwhelmed, and I genuinely cannot even pretend to be okay. I have t in a couple of days and have no other option than to open up to her and be honest. More open and honest than ever. And, in doing that, I am going to cry.I am going to breakdown. I have never, ever cried in front of t. I have held myself together for 2 years. This is going to be a really tough session.