Don't wanna take up anymore space here, if I'm being annoying please ignore me. I deserve it. I'm sorry. Sorry for being self-centred.

Why do they always win? Why is it the small bad ucky part of me that always beats me up? Why do I believe the nasty words that it tells me I am?

I don't wanna be alone. I am alone, even if there are people here. Nobody knows how bad it's getting. I'm trying. Failing. Slipping. Bad spot to be in.

I'm being good though. Trying very hard. Slowly draining my energy.

Can I please please PLEASE just get my life on track?

.... has anyone seen my marbles? I seem to have lost them. hehe at least I can still sorta smile.