I'm stuggling a lot now with finding out who i am. Like in the last few months i've really started changing. Of course been changing for the better. but at the same time like i don't know who i am anymore. Does anyone else know what i mean?
Like i just feel like i need something more now. I just want something more with my life. You know like i'm fighting depression yet at the same time i'm felling more active. I really want to get out there and try new things and expand my horizen. Yet at the moment i really don't even know how to. Its just my depression came at a point in my life when most peopler were discovering who they were. I'm several years late. SO where to i go on? How do i really let the past stay in the past? i mean i guess its hard to forget what was.
You know the truth is i guess i really did learn who my friends were. Which is always a good thing to know. But now i need to learn who i am again. Because it feels like somewhere down the road i lost that. And losing urself isn't really a good feeling. How do i get me back again?
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