I broke down and sent him an email. Basically said what I wrote here, what can I expect? Its was a very heartfelt email I sent him Tuesday. I still haven't heard from him and I'm feeling so many different emotions. It's not like him to not respond, regardless if he is traveling, has company, is sick. He always responds to something as important as this. So I worry something is wrong. I cant believe he would totally shun me with no contact. I know he cares about me. Maybe he is just busy readjusting to life back in the states? Maybe, Maybe, Maybe???? It's really upsetting me. I just want to know what he is thinking even if its to say goodbye.
He is the one that contacted me from India and said it had been too long since we had seen each other and how he looks forward to seeing me when he returned. None of this makes sense. I'm trying to be patient and let this go but I'm getting obsessed with checking my email, waiting for his name to pop up. I'm so sad. How can he do this to me?