an up today... i managed to get up at 8 this morning!!! (i usually can never get up before 11-12 and sometimes its a lot worse. i did still miss the bus because i took too long to do my stupid hair but i just got the next one. went shopping and bought a few things i've been needing for a while (clothes) so that was also good

now that i have managed to get up early im going to try staying in this pattern. im going to go to bed a bit earlier and see if im tired enough to fall asleep (most of the time even if its quiet i still cant fall asleep until about 1am). im really really hoping i can make this work...

apart from missing the bus and having to wait for the next 1 ive felt good today...