i feel exactly the same. its because things were better back then and i miss it and want things to be like that again. i want to be like that again. i wasnt depressed back then. its any time from late teens and earlier. even though i was bullied all the way through high school life was still a lot easyer then and i wasnt depressed, i ignored the bullies and did what i want and enjoyed whatever it was. but now i dont really enjoy anything anymore

i did try to talk about this with my last counceller but she didnt understand because i couldnt make sense and explain it properly...