Thank you Rohag. I appreciate your encouragement. I've never been in such a crisis of deep depression. I am thinking I should call today and find someone soon since I feel so bad.

[QUOTE=Rohag;4306935]Hello & Welcome, ChristianaX. Your depression is framed by an extraordinarily complicated set of interpersonal relationships - I'm only stating the obvious. You are correct, not just any therapist will do.
Go ahead and lead with both fists. Don't waste your time with candidates who can't handle you and your situation.

Please save your post above. You may want to use it in its entirety or mine it for future sessions with a therapist. I hope you can find the right one quickly